I could honestly care less about how you feel anymore. I’ve lost all respect for you, lost all the love I had for & all around just don’t care about you anymore. You only want to act like you’ve cared when it doesn’t even matter anymore. When it’s pointless. I’ve felt alone my whole life. No consistent person to turn to. I’ve never had a single person stay consistent in my life. If I can’t even be around, confide, or trust my own family, then who else is left besides myself?! All the role models I’ve had throughout life have disappointed me & I’ve been struggling to find the role model in myself. I’m trying harder then ever to not give up & give in to the easiest way out this shitty life but I’m slowly but surly losing hope!! It’s pointless & not worth it any more.